I, Norma, asked my guides about always being poor and what could I do about it, what attitudes needed to be changed. I received the following advice:

When you decide that the karmic pattern you have been following has come to an end,then will abundance flow your way. You need to determine why you, Norma, feel that you owe a karmic debt that can only be paid by poverty. Did you misuse money in a previous life? You need to meditate and ask for enlightenment about this. In checking the records we find there was one life where you did indeed misuse wealth. This has weighed on your conscience so much that you are still carrying this karma with you after many lifetimes of trying to eliminate it.

The lifetime in which you misused it is one that we have not told you of before as you were not ready to hear it. Now it is time and we will give it. You were a princess in Germany who used her money to buy slave men and proceeded to have them castrated so they could serve you with no indications of their maleness able to come into their service.

The reason for your doing this is what you do not understand. In a life previous to that one you were raped repeatedly by a gang of soldiers out behind a hostelry where you were a servant and they were spending the night. It was a night so horrifying to your whole being, that you still carry scars from it after centuries.

This is what a crime that injures a soul will do. A crime that only injures a physical body will not remain with a person, but a crime that shocks the soul is the hardest kind to eliminate. Therefore, you are still carrying this karma. We believe it is time to be rid of it. To do this you must be aware of it. That is why we are giving this information.

This understanding will be the first step in achieving prosperity. The next step will be in eliminating your guilt over the deed you committed in the next life, that of castrating your servants. This you could not have done if you had not been of the royal family and had wealth.

This was a misuse of wealth in one of the worst ways, a "crime" of yours that shocked the souls of these men. You must understand why you acted as you did and find forgiveness for yourself as it was a karmic reaction to the previous life. Perhaps this explanation will explain several attitudes you have in this life, not just the attitude about money.

The guilt of the misuse of money in that life of royalty has been with you ever since because you received some very strong lessons against the wrong use of money and power. You determined to clean up this long standing karma in this life. Because that life is the one you must focus on, it is bringing back all facets of that life and also the previous one. It is a long entangled web that must be undone to clear this karma.

When you have meditated and done self-regression and contemplation on this whole situation, at that time you will start on a path of understanding that the right use of money and power can be the way to eliminate the karma from that life. In other words, the good that you can do for humanity in this lifetime is the correct use of money and power and you need to understand that to erase these karmic patterns you must have money to accomplish that in this life while at the same time be serving all humanity.

What this will do is raise the level of the acts you committed against the servants, which will then raise the level of the acts the soldiers committed against you. This will be elevating the position of all involved throughout the ages, as all involved in both those lifetimes are still carrying karmic ties to you in one way or another.

You cannot move on past this until all karmic patterns are eliminated. Many people that you are associated with in this lifetime were involved in those two lifetimes. You did meet one and had an uncontrollable reaction against her in this life that you could not understand. It was the singer in your band for one night that you became furious with. This will explain your reaction.

You cannot possibly eliminate personal karma between all of them, so therefore, you must have all the money necessary to see that your work, all of it, is able to be presented to humanity. This will release you and all those involved and allow everyone to take a step forward. Do you understand? It is very important that this all be cleared up in this life so the move up can be made by all involved in time.

Much responsibility rests on your shoulders at this time. This was a determination of the seedcore that all involved in those two lifetimes and anyone caught in the karmic net since then be grouped together for the elimination of this karma from the records of the earth plane. Your deeds in this life will free many innocent people from karmic webs that they don't even know exist. Be about it then. Know that you will have, must have, enough money to complete this assignment from the seedcore for the good of humanity as a whole and many individuals, including yourself.