My purse and my elder sister
It is dark outside ,and the smell of the dark night came along with the breeze. And it’s fall now, the weather is becoming cool. Something came to my mind when I wrote my paper. The story of my purse and my elder sister begins.

I am not a girl who rely on her family very much, may be I just can control my motion well. My family locates in a small town, not too productive. So born in a family with three children, my parents have difficulties in affording to my college fair though they already have been . striving to improve the family income. That is an old saying in China: The eldest son of the parent. It means that my elder should be share a comparable heavy burden with my parents. This is alsoatypical phenomenon in this kinds of families. This old saying can interpret my elder’s destiny well.

We will accept the gift of family and friends, and this gift is generally clothes stuff. .My elder sister would have these kind of cloth priorities and then she passed them to me. So my memory that when I got my first new dress isn’t vivid.. This feeling just like my eyes can not see things clearly because of the tears. I don’t feel shame of poverty. At least we lead a most sincere life to ourselves.

As a matter of fact, I'm an adult now, I have a lot of things that are given by my elder sister , maybe in many cases, I brought up under such a shelter, be subject to a lot of hurt, which I do not know. And as a college student, I am so happy now, this special kind of understanding still exits. Until the day she asked me about my purse with a logo of Mickey mouse. I bought it with a low discount in a large local agorae. It costs me 3.5 RMB, but it is a beautiful and practical purse. One day my elder saw it ,and she asked me : sis, what a nice purse, give it to me, ok？” I was shocked that moment,
Then I said : yes ,of course, if you like it then take it.” That is an old saying as well , the gift is valuable thought it is the light goose feather, because it concludes your true feelings. But it is a used purse not a real goose feather I send her from a long distance.
I didn’tealize that how many thing I have gained from my elder sister until she asked about the purse. I should blame myself for that selfish behavior.

God! I swear , I will buy my elder sister a name-branded purse when I can afford to it. Happy can’t be evaluated by money, but I need to do some compensation that is younger sister’s destiny, and I am sincere. I really want to tell my elder sister that a song goes:let me know your fatigue and fear
I love you , I want to kiss your heart which is almost beyond your control.
 

We go anywhere together, see the stars in the sky together.Go through the forest together,tasting the memory together.To define ourselves together,seek the meaningful life together.